Happy, I am...

It has always been the way it was
It will never change
Crystal my eyes turn
Yes, often they do
Hurt I felt and
it flew off to
Some place I know not
Well served
As Cold I wished
in order
& form

Distanced from the reality
but not from reason
May I introduce to you
my personal demon
I will not share
I will not
If only did we
notice the scars hidden
I fear, am sorry
Can't release them to any
Its my place of haunt & thought
Visiting me now & then

Driven by the acts
of a former me
Drifted by the waves
as wild as imagination
of an evermore me
Fun I derive from
from all of it
This in its entity
is eternal bliss
I've gifted myself
An untouched & unrevealed
happiness in its own purity!