sparkle

it is all good
it is all ok
just let it be
in its own sway
name the poison
that can make me rise
over the horizon
I saw the tears dry
for I was once found
when I lost myself
I am what comes
but doesn't go around
time takes time
is all thats answered
I am no longer questions
for the faith so undeserved
some...sparkle of delusion
created by you & thy
some...sparkle of delusion
created by you & thy

sparkle of delusion
created by you & once that was I

as the desires lie...

do we really have to…go this far?

did we make it too close...to the dream?

stealing the only…mind

crossing the only…line

shattered and broken…the desires lie

and you've found your…moment to strike

fast enough for…the lightening to strike

mad enough for…this world to fight

breaking now…the chains of ties

though mesmerized…like some fireflies

shattered and broken…the desires lie

and you've found your…moment to strike

has it ever been felt this serene?

like the wine we drank as ever clean

withdrawn now from perfect sanity

trying to break the molded destiny

‘coz shattered and broken…the desires lie

and you've found your…moment to strike

will it bring about the change?

like a moving target’s range

God enjoys the show from his corner

even blinking of eyes seem longer

shattered and broken…the desires wouldn’t lie

And no fucking moments…for you to strike

Only if the strength was…a lil more stronger

Only if the strength was…a lil more stronger

Only if the strength was a lil more stronger

close in

Strangled the dreams

the some you and I never had

So how do we crawl?

with me on hands and feet for you

In…so close in…coming so close in

Now as they try to sell

an already sold of an idea

Seeming to fold out the path

for no one would be walking anymore

In…so close in…coming so close in

Forecast of a storm

brewing around and within

Driven up to someone else’s mark

crying out loud someone else’s scream

In…so close in…coming so close in

Straight between the eyes

the needle it stands throbbing

Washed out now by this fresh gush

of the blood once red and thick

In…so close in…coming so close in

the hospital ravings

Here women so frightened…bring their sex

with evidences of rampages…they ask

abstracted fucking medics…to forgive,

forgive and understand…and heal.

That coke-nose has a secret…hidden…hidden in her crotch

And she holds, she holds…some kind of order slip

a clue in triplicate…at a loss…at a loss…FOR THE PROPER DESK

they will bleed her…and splay her…and bed her

in sheets too white…in a bed too narrow

now the women around…will tend her sardonically

while men with hands…scrubbed too often will peer

into the heart…the heart…of anfractuous love

Artemisia absinthium

Woke up to find

the lady

She walked

out of my refrigerator

Time to wash

the eyes and senses

cleaner

Retribution awaits

with a massive axe

swinging in my face

It moves

It moves out and

It plants

plants the seeds of violence

Blending them

the leftovers of tolerance

Cashing the bills

And mowing down

the veins of life

For my hands

as the desire to

just hold a weapon

still lies hidden

and the passion 

the passion 

to pursue a war

doesn’t seem 

to be forgotten

I wonder

I wonder at the

Glances received

dirty stares in nature

Should I use my eye

Or the gun 

for well fitting 

a reply

vain...

close your eyes

& face your demons

Strip your skin

& know your soul within

Rip the tongue out

& hear your song

Kill the mind

& release all your lies

You can scream your shit out again

For me to believe in them

And you can call in the rain

To wash all my hate, all my pain

But in vain, but in vain

Light your fire

& burn the fuck away

Feel your touch

& go with your hand

Steal the life

& leave the ghosts dead

Clean the head

& fuck with a new start

Free me please

Just to rope again

You can scream your shit out again

For me to believe in them

And you can call in the rain

To wash all my hate, all my pain

But in vain, but in vain

In vain, vain, VAIN 

In Insanity I Dwell= i3d

Looking up 

at the twinkles in the sky

Adds up nothing 

to my world so high

Another shape in another shade

Never to die and never to fade

Isn't it of what legends are made?

Crippling down 

to some human sorrow

Some bloodied souls of tomorrow

Streets are named 

under names of men

Naked they stand 

with erect stems

They take all 

you've ever had

For some 

new taxing fad

Hope is to be believed in

Just like hate is to breed sin

Cautious moves 

on some dumb stones

Answering the repeated 

questions on the phones

Flashlights 

on the face falling

On the stage facing 

a crowd so blinding

Shaking ceilings 

wet and drowned

Falling and feeling the ground

Clandestine tenderness 

my woman carries

Moves in a gait 

on the sheets making me sweaty

Future’s going to change 

we are told

Capturing us 

in more tightened a hold

Becoming a fool 

is the order of the day

To be one before 

is better anyway

Then why can’t I live for what I am wanting?

Suffering all that is in the waiting?

Developing changes 

in frequent numbers

Shedding fears 

before beats crumble

Another sleepless night 

with the slumber

Another wonder 

to seek and ponder

What else is left for me to gain?

Hey Mother, did you hear me again?

Why can’t I live for what I am wanting?

Answering all that is why in the waiting?