vain...

close your eyes

& face your demons

Strip your skin

& know your soul within

Rip the tongue out

& hear your song

Kill the mind

& release all your lies

You can scream your shit out again

For me to believe in them

And you can call in the rain

To wash all my hate, all my pain

But in vain, but in vain

Light your fire

& burn the fuck away

Feel your touch

& go with your hand

Steal the life

& leave the ghosts dead

Clean the head

& fuck with a new start

Free me please

Just to rope again

You can scream your shit out again

For me to believe in them

And you can call in the rain

To wash all my hate, all my pain

But in vain, but in vain

In vain, vain, VAIN 

In Insanity I Dwell= i3d

Looking up 

at the twinkles in the sky

Adds up nothing 

to my world so high

Another shape in another shade

Never to die and never to fade

Isn't it of what legends are made?

Crippling down 

to some human sorrow

Some bloodied souls of tomorrow

Streets are named 

under names of men

Naked they stand 

with erect stems

They take all 

you've ever had

For some 

new taxing fad

Hope is to be believed in

Just like hate is to breed sin

Cautious moves 

on some dumb stones

Answering the repeated 

questions on the phones

Flashlights 

on the face falling

On the stage facing 

a crowd so blinding

Shaking ceilings 

wet and drowned

Falling and feeling the ground

Clandestine tenderness 

my woman carries

Moves in a gait 

on the sheets making me sweaty

Future’s going to change 

we are told

Capturing us 

in more tightened a hold

Becoming a fool 

is the order of the day

To be one before 

is better anyway

Then why can’t I live for what I am wanting?

Suffering all that is in the waiting?

Developing changes 

in frequent numbers

Shedding fears 

before beats crumble

Another sleepless night 

with the slumber

Another wonder 

to seek and ponder

What else is left for me to gain?

Hey Mother, did you hear me again?

Why can’t I live for what I am wanting?

Answering all that is why in the waiting?

scribble 24/11/2012

Is it true?
That I've seen this before
Falling for you
And the silence gives a roar

Forgotten my name
A shiver that I’m used to
All is the same
But the things I used to do

Ripping off the skin
Right inside the brain
So you think that I’ll win
Let your illusions down the drain

Can I fly to the sky?
With the wings you ripped off me
So you think I’m gonna cry
Come a ‘lil closer and we’ll see

Now you want to control
The very air that I breathe
You can feel my body not my soul
‘coz you and I never were a we

scrib some 2

The reason has failed
once again
Brains refuse to work it out
for the inflicting pain
This is the state that
needs to stay
As the head needs to
rest finally anyway

The leaf song

As I get higher
life turns clearer
Blue thoughts inside my head wander
and strange funny faces I see
across my beloved wisdom street
All I try, is to be free
All I want, is to be free
of all the failures and glories

It makes peace smile on my face
no confusions, clarity or daze
Now I walk on the sacred path
its this feeling I want it to last
creating a planet for us the high ones
All I try, is to be free
All I want, is to be free
of all the failures and glories

Not crazy in the head
as she pulls me back into the bed
pleasure blinds her
I know where this leads me
its going to be another of my favorite tree
and now I shall be
turning myself free
and to all the hicks and glories
I'll be free

S

Steep
is the cloud I wish to climb
Stuck
the creation at the last word
Sleep
it abandons at night
Silence
broken by a mere crept
Solace
shattered by your presence
Sequence
at disarray when at randomly shaped
Stray
when strongly on the leash

scrib some 1

Sex in the subway
And love in the streets sway
Sweet smell lingers in your hair
as death of small things stare
this chaos puts my mind to ease
this existence coming to a sudden cease
the fall comes in too late
when destiny strips apart the fate